'I don't want to be human! I want to see gamma rays, I want to hear x-rays, and I...I wanna smell dark matter. Do you see the absurdity of what I am? I can't even express these things properly because I have to...I have to conceptualize complex ideas in this stupid, limiting, spoken language!'



Did I not tell you, that words are such imperfect instruments to express all the multitudinous hues and shades of human experience



Like.. what is the word when you feel you almost remember a thing but never quite remember it



Or a love which is not quite love



I need to write soon.. or I will die